My name is Gina. My life has been unfortunate. I am in a safe place now. I have a husband, a cat who loves me, a new puppy and a roof over my head. Why am I not happy?
Because I am all fucked up! My days revolve around therapy sessions, I am obsessed with finding distractions so that I don't hurt myself and I have to force myself to leave the house. Luckily I have things that I am passionate about: all things Broadway, collecting vinyl toys, my art, reading like crazy, listening to and learning about music, Broadway divas Patti Lupone and Betty Buckley, movies (especially musicals), Stevie Nicks, and ball-jointed dolls. Even when I don't leave my house my life is never boring, good or bad there is always something that I need to let out........
And that, my darlings, is why I have an LJ
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I am:
a proud geek
a four-eyes
a kid trapped in an adult body
addicted to books
a fallen vegan
an italian girl
addicted to old movies
an old soul
a mensa member
addicted to cute things
owned by my cat and my dolls
a diabetic
a multiple trauma survivor
a woman struggling with ptsd and depression
a very ashamed and secretive self-injurer
glued to the internet quite often
an animal lover
an aspiring tattoo artist
afraid of way to many things
at risk of becoming agoraphobic
clumsy
an art school graduate
on many many meds
quite possibly asexual
in love with my husband despite that
a HUGE Stevie Nicks fan from the time I was 4
always eating stuff that is bad for me
a feminist
pro-choice, pro gay marriage, and still a catholic
always questioning authority
currently not working due to the severity of my ptsd
nervous way too often
a not-proud smoker who wishes she never started
a non-drinker. Seriously, no alcohol whatsoever
a weirdo who likes math and science
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